Release Tension

  Tension nye....Huuwwaaa....seriously tension skrg...Makin lame makin menggila da ar aq ni..Npe tension??huhu..secret..hehe...xde r...bese r tuh ase tension....kdg2 bnda kcik pon mampu wat kte tension ann...jangan pndang rendah pda perkara yang kecik..huhu...tension2...Fisrt,ble fkir sal mmbacc....cmane nk guide dak2 yg bru knal n da senior lak 2....alahai....Then tension fkir exam ni..ak bru je lpas 1 paper....TITAS...da ag 5paper skarg....seriously...ak xbljar dngan baik skrg...Sometime ak study lame...smpai kol4,5pg bru ak tdow...tp yg msuknye xsberapa..ak tension la..Ak xske sbnarnye..tp sometimes masalah 2 dtg pd msa yg memg xsesuai..Masalah...masalah...Bdak 2 pon 1 hal...ble ak ckap xnak..means ak xnk....ble ak xangkat kol,means ak xske ckap...n ble ak xrep msj..means ak xske dye anta msj....ttibe je skrg nk mncul blik pehal..haha...memg x r kan...ni ak ngah tdo kol 3,4pg pon kcau gak....msa tdo ak amtlah bharga yerr..haha...dear future,sorry,i can't...i know its about ur mom but u can't force me k...u're not my choice n never be my choice...ur mum just like me bcoz of our old story..zaman waktu2 budak2....there is nothing now...i hope u'll understand..alahaiii...nk ckap kt cni memg r bleh kan....tp lau nk ckap kt mnusia,xsume org leh trime pe yg kite ckp ann..aduhhh.....what should i do??fb???awl2 ag dah block...change my phone no.?supposed to be not coz dh bnyak kali sgt dah tukar no...cian lak kwan2 ak yg len...nk xlyan???memg sah2 r xlayan...tp npe dye xley pk erk..lau xlyan 2 mknenye ape....adoii....dh r ak ni dh srat ngan msalah....ko lak dtg nk serabutkan otak ak kan....ble ak ckp ak dh da pkjwe ko ckp..."sape cepat dye dapat kan"...2 ayt yg pling xley blah...haha...kok ye pon nk cepat,not now....ak bru msuk 20thun..n ko pon bru 21thun kan...nk bkrja kt syrikat abg ko n nk tggu ak 4thun coz ur mom nk kte cntinue blik???aduhhh....mcm novel lak nih.....ak tau ko baik..mak ko pon baik...adik kom pon baik ngan ak..abg ko pon knal rapt ngan abg2 ak...tp sory..perkara yang xmmpu kite wat,org len xley nk pksa kan....sory yer....ak ase da yg lbih terbaik untuk ko tuh...xsgka lak pertemuan scra xsngaja ngan mak ko n gurauan roomate ak hari tuh jd smpai mcm ni...coz ak xpnah anggap ia adlah srius....dh bnyak kali kau msj ak ulang bnda yg sme kan....ak pham pe yg ko anta tuh...xpyah r nk anta bnyak2 kali coz ko anta 10x shari pon ak xakn bg kputusan sperti yg ko hrapkan tuh....dh jd cinta 3segi ni ko tau x??ko berharap kt ak...n ak msih still berhrp kt Mr.Right ak...wlaupom hrapan ak seakan2 amtlah tipis tp xpe lah...lau ko ckap ko sggup tggu ak..ak pon nk ckap ak sggup tggu smpai hati Mr.Right ku sejuk kembali....alahai Mr Right....rindunye ak kt kamoo..makin si bdak 2 mggaggu ak...mkin kuat rindu ak kt Mr.Right ku...stiap kali kte da knflik msti da phak ke3 yg akn wujud kan??tp keadannye bbeza..lau kt mtrik lu memg ak yg beri pluang pd N tuh untuk caring sal ak...memg 2 slap ak...tp lau yg skrg,situasinye amtlaj bbza..ak xpnah minta n xpnah jgka pon yg si M ni akn wjud antra kte..coz sume nye blaku d luar jgkaan..sy terjumpe ngan mak dye..n scra xsngaja gak mak dye dpt tau sy pnah kapel ngan ank dye....mak dye pesn suh smbung blik...tp sy xaggp pon bnda 2 syez coz for me,tu adlah gurauan smata2...but..mlm 2,someone kol me....dye ckp dye adlh M and dye trus tnya sal jmpe ngan mak dye 2 coz mak dye tnya dye sal ktorang n mak dye tnye npe ptus n suh cntinue blik...arrghhhh...si M amek cyes ats kte2 mak dye tuh n trus n trus mgggu hdupku...aduhhh..Mr.Right..help me....listen to me now...i need 2 to listen my problem....ape yg si M mtak 2 not my problem coz 2 msalah dye coz ak da ckap ak xnk...yg jd msalah pd ak skrg ble dye slalu ganggu aku...ak xske..ak serabut...ak tension..aku ase terganggu...
Oh my Mr.Right...Sukarnye nk jgkakan what is ur feel towards me now...Awk pnah ckap sy mgkin da xde hrapan...n sy pnah bjanji xnk ugkit bnda ni smpai awk hbis final..tp ble kte msih lg msj2..koling2...vdeo kol...it make me really miss u...really..i cant lie to myself that i dont want to think about u...coz i'm never stop thinking about you...=(I'm always think about u..but i can't tell u...coz i've promise u that i want to wait u until u fnish ur final exam..n we will discuss about this later..tp ble si M slalu mgggu sy,sy i cant hold my feeling...mkin kuat dye mngggu,mkin brtmbah rndu pd kamu coz sy slalu prthankan yg sy adlah kpunyaan kamu...tp hakikatnye???ahhhhhrgg...tension...sy tau Mr.Right sy orgnye baik...n dye xakn jdikan pompuan sbg masalh lam hdup dye...tol x Mr.Right???lbih2 lg lau mlibtkan pompuan yg salu bg msalah kt dye...tp Mr.Right,perhitungan yg slap seolah2 kamu tlah mmbnuh 1 nyawa....hurm...Mr.Right...where r u....i miss u a lot right now...lau kamu nk krbankan prasaan kamu,thats mean kamu trut korbamkan prasaanku...Mr.Right...really love u...agak2nye ble hati kamu akn sjuk kmbali ye??smpai ble nk seksa sy ye??hurm...bersabar kan...wait until u come back...i'll get the answer right???Sangatlah menakutkan n penantian itu 1 pnyeksaan...Aduhh..Exam ak dah hncur dh ni...Sume sbjek xhbis bce..nk hrapkan gap 2,3hari b4 exm tuh...xsmpat lorhh...xtolak ag ek2 ak tdo..wk2 ak mand,mkn,berangan...aduhh....apelah ak ni kan...mabuk cinta tol..Tol r org ckp,kita boleh amek msa 1mnit untuk jtuh cinta kt sseorg  tp amek msa yg sgt pnjang untuk lupekan seseorang..aduhh..memg kna sggoh ngan ak nieyh..Semoga ak masih da hrapan untuk amek hti Mr.Right ku kembali...really miss u...need u..n love u... Untg larr xrmai yg follow blog ak ni kan...mcm2 bnda leh nk coret coz org len xbce..hakhak..erm..agpom blog ni lah shabat yg pling setia mndengar segala msalah ku..thanks ya blog..huhu..Lenguh den mnaipnye..
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